by the Emperor's side like this”"In my whole life, I never thought I'd have such a day, nor that I'd meet the Emperor and be favored by him. This life of mine is now complete.""Is that so"An Xuetang l...tected me, it was my capriciousness that caused so many deaths, it's all my fault!""I should never have been born. Then my mother wouldn't have gotten sick from giving birth to me and died so young. I...